Did a rating test for my blog and the result is...
LOL... Didn't realize that my blog is so safe... And I thought it's rather dark and depressed...
As it turns out, this site rates blogs by searching for words that are on their bad list. The only word they found in my blog that matches their word-list is DEAD.. How funny...
Rain is not always sad. I used to think rainy season is such a depressing time and I let myself drown in it. But now, looking at it, rain is so refreshing. Rain brings life to many things in this world... including myself.
I feel happy now. Once I start looking at things in a different light, I see things that I never saw before. I now know I've so many friends out there who love and care for me. Even people whom I'm not so close to stood by me through my hardest time. Even the one who is hurting me is giving me encouragement. This world is a strange world.
I understand you and your decisions.
Even though the sky is still dark and stormy, my heart is now warm and peaceful. I have to thank everyone out there. You may not know me and I may not know you but sometimes seeing you smile puts a smile on my face. I realize that once I stepped back and look at everything from another perspective, everthing seem so much easier. I now can smile and laugh at everything that is happening. My friends think I'm strange.. but I think this is the best way to look at it.
Wish everything would be easier than this... Wish it's not so hard... Wish that you were here... Wish that it doesn't rain... Wish that tomorrow will never comes... Wish that it's just a dream... Wish that I could wake up... Wish that the pain would go away
The season has changed and it is now rainy. I wasn't aware of the changing season and thought that it's still summer. This is probably why I wasn't prepare for the changes that the new season brings.
The changing season has brought along many changes in my life. It's cold and dark yet at times it's bright and warm. This change may be for the better or for worse. I don't know for sure. But I wish there would be no change.
Sigh. I began this entry with so much emotion but right now I've none left to go on.
To you: I still don't understand your reason. Things won't be worse if you're willing to try...
