For you there'll be no crying
For you the sun will be shining
'Cause I feel that when I'm with you
It's all right I know it's right

And the songbirds keep singing
Like they know the score
And I love you I love you I love you
Like never before

To you I would give the world
To you I'd never be cold
'Cause I feel that when I'm with you
It's all right I know it's right

And the songbirds keep singing
Like they know the score
And I love you I love you I love you
Like never before Like never before

Like never before

-Eva Cassidy-

Posted by pAtt |

Recently I noticed that many people who used to be around me are no longer there. It seems they all have disappeared. I have not talked to more than half of my close friends for at least more than 2 months.

It's quite wrong that I discovered this only recently but I have always thought it was perfectly normal to "distant" from your friends a little once in a while, not intentionally of course. There is nothing wrong with not being in touch with your friends 24/7. But months? Well, it's still alright, to me at least.

Coming to think of it, I have always thought it was them who distant away from me cos in the first place I hardly call them and it was always them calling me. But it is really them? I didn't put in any effort in trying to contact them so maybe that's why they go away?

Or probably I am too absorbed in my own doings and thoughts to notice that they have given out signs to show that they needed me? I don't know....

I always thought I make myself available to them and they would come to me when they need me... maybe I didn't do enough to let them know that. Maybe I gave out signs to show that they're not welcomed...Maybe... it's just me...

Posted by pAtt |