Why am I the person that I am? That's a question I'd never know the answer. Somehow I've always driven away those that love me and those that I love. Somehow I've always chased them away.
Maybe it's my inner conscious that's doing it. I've somehow always felt that I do not deserved them and thet they should not be so good to me. They should be happier without me...somehow.
Little did they know, those are the time that I need them the most. For whatever reason, I feel damn lousy and need all the love and care. I feel so low that I chased away everyone cos I don't want them to feel the same way as I do. Unintentionally, I hurt them.
They have been disappointed. They have been hurt. Those that still remain are those that I cherich the most. They chose to stay even though I was chasing them away and I love them for that.
Only time tells... and that has proven to be true...
-Thanks Jamie for the pic-
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2 Comments:
first and foremost I love how you acknowledged me for the pic! LOL....unfortunately some people do not you see hehe :P....great pic by the way..
girl I've been through the same phase...its called mild schizophrenia lol...:P don't worry..or just PMS :) but either way, I understand...you know..you should tell these people because if you are going to keep on dislking yourself for what you do, fight against your 'inner conscience' and tell those people that you didn't mean it although you said it, take action of your consequence..and don't worry..you'll feel better..it worked for me..:)...
on a brighter...weirder note....."TALK TO KIA! He's the Jedi of all confusion and..not to mention...schizophrenia!" (don't worry I'm in that club too..just in ..separate..departments..for the ..time..being..)
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16/10/05 22:57
first and foremost I love how you acknowledged me for the pic! LOL....unfortunately some people do not you see hehe :P....great pic by the way..
girl I've been through the same phase...its called mild schizophrenia lol...:P don't worry..or just PMS :) but either way, I understand...you know..you should tell these people because if you are going to keep on dislking yourself for what you do, fight against your 'inner conscience' and tell those people that you didn't mean it although you said it, take action of your consequence..and don't worry..you'll feel better..it worked for me..:)...
on a brighter...weirder note....."TALK TO KIA! He's the Jedi of all confusion and..not to mention...schizophrenia!" (don't worry I'm in that club too..just in ..separate..departments..for the ..time..being..)
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16/10/05 22:59
